Did I mention I've been reading a lot? I've read somewhere around 30 books since the beginning of June. (If you're on Goodreads,...

Keystone Habits

Did I mention I've been reading a lot? I've read somewhere around 30 books since the beginning of June. (If you're on Goodreads, find me here.) And I'm learning so much.

I had been doing a lot of thinking over the past few years about the kind of person I wanted to be, the things I wanted to support, how I hoped to act and more. When I read these books, it's like somebody just polished my own thoughts. My brain is becoming so much more useful as I read and start to use it better. It's been great.

My most recent read was The Power of Habit by Charles Duhigg. I'd seen the author give an interview and heard a lot of good stuff about the book. I walked into the library last week and the first book that caught my eye was the bright yellow Power of Habit, so I grabbed it and brought it home. It felt like reading Harry Potter for the first time: I was up well past midnight, unable to put the book down.

The book is very fun, light and easy to read, but also just brimming with information. It's not prescriptive, just descriptive, until the very last chapter. Nonetheless, there are a lot of important pieces of information.

The one that struck me most was the idea of a keystone habit: a small habit that helped create reinforce other good habits. For example, making the bed in the morning can be a keystone habit that leads to more general tidiness. Likewise, writing down your food intake once a week can be a keystone habit for a whole host of healthy living changes.

The hard part, I think, is identifying those keystone habits. I've recently gotten in the habit of checking Facebook and Twitter more often than necessary (or even pleasurable), in lieu of getting things done (like donating our old clothing). I'm also trying to redevelop healthy eating and double workout days into habits. I'm starting my quest by making the bed every morning. Even if it's not a keystone habit, it's a good habit to acquire.

Other things I'd like to try: brushing my teeth after breakfast, putting on my workout clothes before breakfast, keeping a workout log, meditating and stretching, drinking green tea.

Who knows which one of these will lead to the others. Or perhaps all of these habits need individual cultivation. Only time will tell, but at least I now feel I have the tools to create those good habits.


One concern: losing mindfulness and presence by cultivating too many habits. I read an article about US Olympic swimmer Natalie Coughlin in which she describes how training mindfully instead of on automatic made a huge difference in her ability to improve quickly. There are certainly advantages to habits: they save your willpower for training rather than using it up getting you to the training session.

Still, by cultivating too many habits, I think we risk going through life on automatic. According to Duhigg, the more you repeat a habitual action, the less brain power it takes to complete it. I think that is why, if you let a habit loop take over, filing paper, making coffee, weeding the garden or waiting in traffic can all be mind-numbing.

Mindfulness is the art of breaking habits, which is why mindful eating helps people lose weight. Instead of automatically eating the whole donut without noticing, you become aware of eating and can choose to stop. I really enjoy being mindful. It's a skill I've developed a lot in my training and key to my improvements. So while I'm hoping to develop a number of good habits, I also want to maintain my presence--like a constant battle between The Power of Now and The Power of Habit.

A while ago, I was really into the idea of minimalism. As it turns out, thinking and doing are very different things. One of the challenges ...

How Did We Get So Much Stuff??

A while ago, I was really into the idea of minimalism. As it turns out, thinking and doing are very different things. One of the challenges floating around the blogosphere is to pare down to 100 items. There are a variety of different asterisks and footnotes about clothing, shared household items, etc.

But, I decided to give it a go and made a list of 100 things I considered absolutely essential. (I didn't include clothing.) I made it to 75. And yet when I walk through our house of just a year, the shelves are cluttered, the drawers and cabinets reaching maximum capacity.

Much of this has been due to the generosity of family members who made sure our kitchen was well stocked with hand-me-down pots, pans and utensils. And when we had the perfect pan for frying our own french fries last week, I was very happy I didn't need to own just 100 things. But many of our things are not well used, like our once broken and now superseded French press, or our collection of sports physiology books that I've already read through multiple times.

And our worst collection? The piles of clothes we've been meaning to sell and donate since we moved here last November. And so we are getting serious. Last week, I took our first round of clothing out to sell. I have my panniers loaded with a donation for Goodwill, which I plan to bike down sometime this week. I've made some listings on Craigslist and eBay. And this time, we will actually follow through.

Of course, the next trick is to get out of the habit of buying things. At this point, I don't need anything that we don't own or can't borrow. Except then I go to the store and see the sprouting jar and think, oooo, I've always loved sprouts! And then, we have a sprouting jar. Do I need it? No. Would I be happy and healthy and productive without it? Yes.

Perhaps I need to start asking myself a better question when I consider a purchase--would this make my list of 100 things? That sprouting jar would never have made it to the cart. I'd take my KitchenAid instead any day.

Last I wrote, I was prepping for World Championship Trials . Focus on the goal has kept me quiet for quite some time, but now that all of th...

West Coast Best Coast

Last I wrote, I was prepping for World Championship Trials. Focus on the goal has kept me quiet for quite some time, but now that all of the adventures have wrapped up, it's time for an update!

As I mentioned, I got in a lot of really productive training while in Connecticut. I function really well in focused team environments. And spending the time reading and reflecting allowed me to learn a lot about myself as an athlete. For example, I learned that spending a lot of time socializing drains my energy. Since the days leading up to a race are often spent in close quarters with boatmates, I made sure to go on solo runs and secured some alone time to recharge.

This was also one of the first races where I managed to effectively control my nerves. The day before the final, I made a list of 10 reasons not to be nervous—which was super helpful. Everytime I got nervous, I simply drew on the list and used one of my reasons to calm my nerves.

But perhaps I'm getting ahead of myself.

After all that great training and reflection, we drove down to New Jersey on August 3rd. Our coach was in Lithuania at the Junior World Championships (several of his boats had qualified and were racing), so the four quadruplets headed down along with two heavyweight men from GMS.

Me, Sarah, Mary and Laurissa -- the quad

We spent Saturday and Sunday practicing and acclimating to a new environment. We had the opportunity to practice on the course. Our hotel also had a small kitchen, so we went grocery shopping and were trying to keep our food intake as controlled as possible to prepare for weigh-ins.

Our first race was Monday, August 5th. It was a race for lanes between two boats, so the results had no impact on future racing. We did have to weigh-in, which was good practice, since it was our first weigh-in as a boat.

After the first race, we had another opportunity to practice and went on a few runs, but mostly were laying low and counting down the hours to the final on Wednesday. We were up against some formidable opponents: many of them had been on the national team previously, and they were mostly more experienced than us.

Although we'd hoped to be closer to them at the finish line, we were relatively happy with our final margin. They beat us by about 10 seconds. It will be interesting to see how they perform at the World Championships at the end of this month.

There were four people, a lot of suitcases, toolbags, two riggers and a hula hoop all stuff into
a Subaru hatchback—squishy! Did I mention the three boats strapped on top?

Almost immediately after we finished racing, we headed to the hotel, shoved our stuff in bags, showered and hit the road. Because I couldn't book a flight until after trials, I had a few days to kill before I could head home. One of my boatmates, Sarah, was catching a ride up to Buffalo, NY to visit family.

After seven hours in close quarters, we stopped briefly in Canada, ate dinner and then headed back to Buffalo for the night. I had a blast in Buffalo! From playing tennis, sipping coffee, going out to a bar and playing board games, it was just about everything you could ask for in a vacation. If my husband had been there, I would have stayed a lot longer, but I was ready to be home. 

I managed to use my United miles to book a flight home and flew back to the best coast on Friday. By Saturday, Dan and I were back in the car! Dan picked me up from the airport using my grandparent's car, and we borrowed it on Saturday as well. He had planned to go scuba diving, but plans fell through so we went on a road trip up the coast.





The driving was tough, but the views were well worth it. We headed up to Bolinas and had lunch in a cute little diner. We stopped at a plant nursery and a roadside farm stand and then headed back south to Sausalito. We found a nice cafe and sat, sipped, read and sketched for a few hours.




My schedule since then has been packed with fun stuff: a family party by the pool, a 3-hour foraging walk, a run in the hills with our housemate, a trip to the city with coffee, cake and lunch with Dan in the park, the Ferry Building Farmer's Market, gardening, baking and more!
 


Phew! Thanks for reading about my adventures. Hopefully I can update a bit more often in the coming months as I start my next year of training and racing. Lots of fun to come!

"It's easier to just do the work than to try to figure out how to get out of it." - Scott Roop via Rowing Magazine "The...

Some Quotes

"It's easier to just do the work than to try to figure out how to get out of it." - Scott Roop via Rowing Magazine

"The normal food of man is vegetable." - Charles Darwin

"A man's health can be judged by which he takes two at a time—pills or stairs." - Joan Welsh via The Secrets of People Who Never Get Sick by Gene Stone

"How much suffering will you tolerate for your food?" - Frank Reese via Eating Animals by Jonathan Safran Foer
"We can't stop our eating from radiating influence even if we want to."- Jonathan Safran Foer

"Eat as though you were a poor person." - Coach Joe Vigil via Born to Run by Christopher McDougal

"You are not entitled to your opinion. You are entitled to your informed opinion. No one is entitled to be ignorant." - Harlan Ellison

"Imagine the Earth devoid of human life, inhabited only by plants and animals. Would it still have a past and a future? Could we still speak of time in any meaningful way? The question, 'What time is it?' or 'What's the date today?' — if anybody were there to ask it — would be quite meaningless. The oak tree or the eagle would be bemused by such a question. 'What time?' they would ask. 'Well, of course, it's now. The time is now. What else is there?'" - Eckhart Tolle in The Power of Now

I've been reading and reading and reading and reading and reading. I discovered library ebooks and in about 5 minutes added almost 40 bo...

The Book List

I've been reading and reading and reading and reading and reading. I discovered library ebooks and in about 5 minutes added almost 40 books to my reading list. It's perfect for my life: I can check out and return books from Connecticut, which means I can borrow books even when I'm away from home for longer than the loan period.

It makes library books available to me when I want them most.

The books I've read so far (in the last 5 weeks or so):
Born to Run
The Ultramarathon Man (actually read the paperback copy)
Animal, Vegetable, Miracle
The Zero-Waste Lifestyle (didn't finish this one)
Brain Rules
Herbs!
The Secrets of People Who Never Get Sick
This I Believe: Life Lessons
What's Gotten Into Us?
The Power of Now
Eating Animals
Gone Tomorrow (a Jack Reacher novel, as an audiobook)
Worth Dying For (another Reacher audiobook)

Up next:
Starting Seeds
The Edible Front Yard
Foraged Flavor
Super Brain
whatever else is available on my reading list

I'd pretty much recommend all of them; the specific ones I'd recommend would probably depend on who you are. But the books I'd buy for myself include "Born to Run" and "What's Gotten Into Us?"—both worth reading more than once, I think, and the latter includes a lot of really useful reference information.

Although we may not agree about whether or not things are happening, I think we can all agree: - if the climate were  changing, it would be...

All-Natural

Although we may not agree about whether or not things are happening, I think we can all agree:
- if the climate were changing, it would be really bad
- if we were using, ingesting and accumulating toxic chemicals, it would be really bad
- if we were harming our health and our planet, it would be really bad

Ultimately, I think I'd rather not take that risk. The more I educate myself, the more I begin to understand how my choices impact the world around me. I've already made the choice to be vegan, for reasons very well explained in Jonathan Safran Foer's book Eating Animals:
I will only consume animal products
when more suffering is caused by abstaining than
the animal suffers from providing.

For example, I wear wool socks. I cannot think of a situation more rife with suffering that factory farmed chickens. However, I believe that frostbitten toes would cause me more suffering than removing wool from sheep, not to mention the environmental consequences of using synthetic alternatives—which also cause suffering.

Which brings me to my next concern: chemicals. There are plenty of great chemicals—table salt is a chemical, as are baking soda and vinegar. But there are also plenty of harmful chemicals, like chlorine and BPA. For most of my life, I have trusted that the government regulations were doing the research and making the right choices for my health.

It's becoming clear that's not the case. The responsibility is on the consumer.

Think about that: when you go buy toilet bowl cleaner—do you know what all of the chemicals in it do? Since a lot of cleaning products don't even list the chemicals in them, I find that highly unlikely. But, ultimately, you are responsible for ensuring that the cleaning, painting and beauty products you use are safe. Nobody is watching your back (or your lungs, or your skin, or your blood).

I don't know if the phthalates in laundry soap cause cancer, but if they did, it would be really bad. I don't know if the plastic beads in that pomegranate scented body wash make it to the ocean and enter the food chain via fish, but if they did, it would be really bad. 
What I do know is that castille soap doesn't destroy our oceans or our health. What I do know is that baking soda and vinegar make great household cleaners, and I don't have to worry about them making it into my food supply—they're already there.

My generation, for all the shit we get from mainstream media, has been given a huge burden.

Responsible products cost more money in stores. 

In the store, a factory farmed egg costs about 10 cents. Some of that goes to chicken care, some to workers and corporations. But you know where it doesn't go? To fixing waterway pollution, or disease research to combat antibiotic resistance. Previous generations have pushed those costs to us.

Now, we must pay not only for our own responsible products, but for the lack of responsibility of previous generations. That is a huge commitment, both in time and money. And being willing to make that commitment take understanding, education, compassion and a willingness to change.

I am certainly not the first person to make that commitment, as anybody who has walked into a Whole Foods can tell you. In fact, most of my life, I've mocked the people who paid twice as much for brown toilet paper as I paid for white. But, to borrow a quote from Foer,
"Ultimately, the controversy around PETA [or any environmentalist] may have less to do with the organization than with those of us who stand in judgement of it—that is, with the unpleasant realization that 'those PETA people' have stood up for the values that we have been too cowardly or forgetful to defend ourselves." 

A week ago, I arrived back in Connecticut (via Stewart airport in Newburgh, NY—the smallest airport I've ever flown to) to start prepara...

Prepping for World Championship Trials

A week ago, I arrived back in Connecticut (via Stewart airport in Newburgh, NY—the smallest airport I've ever flown to) to start preparations for World Championship trials in early August.

The U.S. sends three lightweight women's boats to the World Championships every year—a single, a double and a quad. 

The double, the only Olympic boat class, has a slightly different selection procedure. The double raced at the second National Selection Regatta of the year, and the winner, two of my teammates from the California Rowing Club, earns the right to represent the U.S. at one of the World Cup races (different from the World Championships).

This year, the lightweight double won silver at the third of three World Cups, held just a week ago. In doing so, they earned an automatic berth to the World Championships. (Had they not placed in the top 4, there would have been a trial race for the double as well as the quad and single.)

From August 4th-7th, the remaining two lightweight women's boats will be decided, along with a host of other boat classes—from the heavy men's single to the lightweight men's eight.

In preparation for trials, I am back out in Connecticut training with a group of lightweights, trying to put together a blazing fast quad.

The view from the front door.
We are living just uphill from the boathouse. Follow the path through the trees for another 150m and you arrive at the dock, and 12000m of uninterrupted water. (I've heard you can go farther than that, but haven't yet felt the need.)

The view from my bedroom.

Top bunk.
We are sharing the space with some of the juniors who will be racing at the Junior World Championships, as well as a few of the senior heavy men who train with Guenter (the coach behind GMS Rowing).




Things are a little bit crowded. And yes, those are rowing machines in the living room. It's the only air-conditioned building on site; we set them up to do lactate testing to get accurate results.

Internet access is limited the western wall of the house (the wall closest to the office, located about 35m down the hill), which means I've been doing a lot of reading.

In addition to training, I also used our afternoon off yesterday to head into the New Milford farmer's market, and visit the local library and an organic cafe. I picked up a tomato, cucumber, lettuce, beets and carrots, and made a Mediterranean pasta and fresh bread to go with my summery salad. Yum! Overall, the farmer's market was pretty uninspiring. My tomato wasn't very good, and the majority of the produce was zucchini—which our neighbor gave us for free just last week. (Did I mention it's also growing in the garden?)

The library definitely needed more comfortable seating, but I was pleased with the number of people just there to read. I've been devouring books (more on that to come) recently. And the cafe was a lovely retreat—there was just enough seating, it was brightly lit and nobody rushed me to leave. I enjoyed a nice pot of green tea and fresh, organic summer fruit while finishing yet another book.

Although the prices here seem awfully high for just about everything, New Milford is quite a charming little town—everything you need and nothing you don't. Without a car, it could get really boring really quickly, but I'm enjoy the pace of life at the moment. It's very conducive to productive training.
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